A Personal Testimony

Written by Deidre Madsen on . Posted in Teachings

An Early Experience From a Budding Intuitive

Hello Dear Friends,

The following is a very personal story of one of the early experiences I had as a budding intuitive/psychic. All of the this actually happened - the tragedy, the shock, the wonder, everything. It's my hope that this inspires you to a greater understanding of what I do and how I do it. I am happy to share this delicate story yet please understand that I am carefully sharing this to avoid privacy infringement, so all references, names and location are changed or removed entirely to protect those involved.

Personal Testimony - Deidre MadsenHow the Story Came to Be

This story occurred some years ago when a friend added my name and email address to the "Healium List"; which is a tongue-in-cheek play on words but the list primarily contained psychics and healers from all over. One day I received an email from a doctor out east who practiced in the western medicine tradition asking those on the Healium List for assistance.

A medical physician had a female patient who was confounding him as well as others in the medical field, specialists and so on. The doctor gave the name of the patient and asked all on the list to check this person out because he was at his wits end and felt like this was his last resort - to turn to the psychic community for insight.

Dear Friends,

        This is Adam Rose writing to request a psychic diagnosis with regard to
Lora O'Terry (32) presently in the hospital of the Medical College.

        Lora is a mother of 4 young children who came here with her husband
just before Christmas after having been ill since April of this year. Her
condition has been deteriorating steadily and the doctors are puzzled.

        My old patent attorney friend in his 80's (from whom I did not expect
this) suggested we seek a psychic diagnosis so I found this list of
healers and sent this message to a number of you in the hopes that one or
more will do some kind of a reading and let us know what your psychic
perceptions might be so we can ask the doctors to check that possibility.

        Some urgency is called for at this time.

        Lora and family are presently on welfare as she has not been able to
work or care for the children for some months but both she and her
husband are very willing, hard workers concerned for the future of our
planet. They are here without charge.

        Our foundation has been working for 30 years on a positive future for
our planet and if you wish to know more about us you can e-mail me, phone
me (We'll call back free in U.S.) or check out our listserv. Below is a
complete list of healers for your information.

        If you know any of those or others and believe they may be especially
helpful in this situation, please forward this message to them.

                Peace and Love, Adam Rose

My Initial Reading and Response

I read the email from Mr. Rose and sat there for a moment wondering if I should help, you see I wasn't exactly strongly into a practice at that point in time and my confidence was slim; yet, something inside of me said I should just do it. So, I did. I sat there, hit REPLY, and began typing.

In my mind, I saw this woman flipping switches off in this private room of hers, which appeared to be a room inside of her and all the switches were her online systems (i.e., endocrine, nervous, etc.). So this is what I wrote him. I said, "Hey, this gal is shutting down everything inside. It's pre-planned, pre-meditated, a conscious choice on her part."Then I felt or "heard" that I should be finding out what the doctors and specialists should do next. For some unexplainable reason the author Dr. Edgar Cayce popped into my mind at this time and I then understood that she was tricking these doctors and giving them a set of false symptoms as a diversion. She was very clever, very prepared and very focused on her intent. I then felt or heard that I should provide information to the doctors themselves. I should get more information as to what the doctors should do about this dilemma with this woman.

Now, it was at this point my own confidence in myself began to really waver, I thought, oh, my gosh I can't be asking this, these are established, licensed medical professionals; they're not going to listen to me, who am I?!? Still, I just couldn't stop the whole process midway; and so resumed typing. I then added in the email that the doctors should begin psychologically tricking her to reveal her true symptoms and then, finally, they could really get at the root of the issues and help her. I signed my name and hit the SEND button, adding a little prayer as it electronically travelled to the doctor.

Dear Mr. Rose,

 

Regarding your patient, Ms. Lora O'Terry, I sense a similarity to riga
mortis settling into her on an deep emotional level. Her mind is
shutting completely down and there feels (to her) as if there is no hope
of returning. This is a deep soul experience, one which she has
carried forward for some time now.

 

How do you work with this patient?

Please consider getting her to see a big picture of herself in such a
way as to throw her off balance, take her by surprise; not in a harmful
way, but a gentle and loving way. This action may send  her system off
balance temporarily, long enough for you to diagnose more
accurately/precisely ... for at that time, her body will take over and
repond with more active physical manifestations of her mental paralysis.

Working backward from there  you can then assist her in achieving and
accepting fully "life" over "death". Gentle guidance in the areas of
self love and self ascceptance, no matter how heinous or grave her past
(and past lives) ... is advisable as well.

 

Blessings to you and yours for wondrous success!!!

Deidre Madsen

One Week Later

About a week later I received a response from Mr. Rose thanking me but letting me know my reading was off base.

Dear Deidre,

         "Thanks, Deidre, for your concern. Lora is a very loving person with

a very active, caring mind fully intending to get well. Her symptoms are
mainly physical. Serious weakness and weight loss not attributable to
cancer.

                Peace and Love, Adam Rose

I sat there, after reading his short thank-you-but-no-thank-you note, feeling down and disappointed in myself. I thought I had this intuitive gift, this ability to be psychically connected and I thought I had it sort of figured out how to do it. I guess I was wrong. I guess maybe sometimes it doesn't work or something. And so I sighed, let it go and went on with life.

One Month Later

A month later I received another email from that same doctor. I was very surprised and wondered why he wrote. I clicked it open and read the first line and broke down crying. For a while I could not bear to read further. I could hardly move, I was so devastated.

Dear Deidre,

    You may recall the response I sent you to the letter you sent us about

Lora O'Terry. If not, here it is:

    "Thanks, Deidre, for your concern. Lora is a very loving person with

a very active, caring mind fully intending to get well. Her symptoms are

mainly physical. Serious weakness and weight loss not attributable to

cancer.

                       Peace and Love, Adam Rose

    

  As it turns out, on re-reading your diagnosis, it appears that you were
correct. The tragedy was that of some 20 psychics to whom I wrote, only
you said anything like this and so we did not take it seriously enough.
Instead, my response (above) was essentially that you had missed it
entirely. We continued to look at all other avenues of healing even when
Lora was less than fully cooperative.

    She appeared very honest with us and very spiritual, anxious to get well
and loving the kids. But now we know that during that time she and her
man went to a gun store and arranged to purchase a gun apparently for the
purpose of suicide.

    They had to wait at least 7 days and during that time they hid this from
us completely. On the 8th of January, they went to a notary with a letter
asking that their kids should be raised by my wife and I, but they never
discussed that with us at all, and seeing we are not relatives, it will
not be possible.

    On Jan. 10 the oldest child, Aria (10) was on the phone with her
grandfather begging him to come down here to visit her, but he, being
depressed and all that, refused. The family then decided on the 11th to
drive the 2 - 3 hours north of here to where he lived and visit him for a
few days.

    They planned to leave at 10 a.m. but did not actually get away till
5:30.  Before leaving Lora spent several hours with my wife wanting to
straighten things out re. arguments they had six years before and wanting
us to tell them the whole truth about how we felt about them.

    After they left, they went back to the gun store we knew nothing of and
picked up the .38 pistol. We don't yet know all that happend after that
but they did not arrive at the grandfather's house till around midnight.

    At about 4:00 a.m. of the 12th Lora shot Steve three times and then
shot herself to death also. Only Aria (10) woke up and went to see what
happened but did not believe it. Thinking it was a bad dream she went
back to bed and the bodies were not found till 8:00 a.m. next morning, or
at least so we are told.

    We learned nothing of all this until we received a phone call from a
relative of the grandfather's wife and when she told me there was a
murder/suicide, I could not believe it for some time. My wife and I still
find it all hard to relate to.

    On finding and re-reading your letter (below) I realize that had I taken
it seriously at the time we might have tried to do something more. I
don't know if there was any way we could really have prevented the
tragedy. But none of the other psychics gave us a hint of what was
happening. Looking back there were some minor clues but only if we'd put
those together with  your letter would we have gotten a hint. We didn't.

    Now we are trying to relate somehow to the kids who are presently with
relatives of Lora's father near the town where the parents died. Lora's
mother, all the kids grandmother is in town where we are.

    Aria and Sandy (5) are in counseling with a therapist up north. We
have not yet had enough time with either of them to know what they really
feel. Aria knew they had bought a gun, was scared and wanted to call us
but could not. We don't yet know what happened in the hours between
leaving here and getting to the Grandfather's and what actually went on
there. Police are investigating but will give us little information. They
told us of the letter Lora wrote and notarized re. the kids but we've
not yet seen it.

    Who should care for the kids will probably be decided by a court and we
may have no part in that. I feel that we should and could do a lot with
the older kids who might visit here when the see their grandmother in the
city. Aria and my son (15) are good friends, and that might be
helpful to her.

    If you wish to talk with us by phone, let me know and we can arrange
that or you can call anytime.

 

       Peace and love, Adam Rose

 

Dearest Adam,

 

I have been devastated by your email and this tragic outcome. I am so sorry for

this tragedy is worse hearing it from you. Much worse. I am crying so hard I

can hardly type.

 

Your and Lora's family have undergone enormous sorrow. These children will also
need assistance and I will be more than happy to assist you further, in any way.
Remember the mail I wrote regarding past life experiences? These children as well
as yourself and the intertwining of both families, have been happening before. You
however were her father in another experience. That is why you have worked so hard
at loving her in this life, it [the emotion] is drawn very deeply from you.

 

When I received your mail I just broke down crying because I dreaded getting it.

Whatsoever I can do to assist you further, please feel free to contact me. And,
yes, I would love to touch base via phone/land line anytime.

 

Thank you again, Adam, for contacting me with this. I know it was terribly difficult
to write it, let alone live it. My heart aches and goes out for you and your family
and also for Lora's. If you wish, I will also contact Lora to pass messages back
and forth for the girls and for you. Please keep in mind the opportunities are as
limitless as your imagination.

 

Love and peace to you,

Deidre

Follow-Up

Afterwards, the family and the doctor asked me to ask her (on the other side of the veil) what happened; to investigate further whether it was a homicide or suicide. However, by then I received a clear message:  "No," not to do this and to let it go. This was hugely traumatic for everyone involved, including me, to say the least; however, what did happen was that I really began to realize that I did indeed have a gift, a gift of second sight, of intuition, of deep knowing.

A Clear Calling

I began to take myself seriously and wanted to help others despite the potential for this kind of emotional pain and trauma. I began to help locate missing children, pets and so on. And my gifts of helping connect loved ones with their family members and friends (and pets) on the other side also blossomed because of this experience; even though in the case of this female patient I did not cross that boundary or line, my gifts really grew. Maybe I did the right thing, karmically, and these gifts grew because of it.

Today, I have accumulated many true and amazing stories to share of events and occurrences, predictions in relationships, travel and more that come true through my readings. I am eternally grateful for these gifts of the Ruach Ha Kodoish to YHWH, Great Creator, Great Spirit, Wakan Tonka and to my I AM. Thank you, thank you, thank you. May peace come to these families and Lora and her family find the salvation of eternal peace.

Namaste,

Deidre Madsen

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